A poem I wrote at 16...

Look into my eyes,
I'll let you see,
What really goes on inside of me,
What I'm really meant to be.

Look into my eyes,
You can say,
You'll find a way,
To help me someday.

Look into my eyes,
You can be,
The one to take care of me

Look into my eyes,
You can bring out all my fears,
The ones that cause my tears
You can be my cure

Look into my eyes,
You can be the strength I don't have
Make me happy when I am sad
That day I will be glad
That you tried
And looked into my eyes.


Uhm, I think I wrote this about my first love, Miguel. We dated for a little over a year, but obviously things didn't workout. He lived in AZ and I lived in NV. The long distance thing isn't something that a 16yo girl should have to do. It's hard anytime, but fragile little me just couldn't handle it anymore. I don't think I was mature enough. Well either I wasn't or he wasn't. I think it was him that ruined everything. Yea yea I know, put the blame on him.. blah blah blah. It worked out for the better because now I have my husband and my sons and we're a happy little family. Josh is the one who looked into my eyes and caught my heart for life. That's all I care about now. I'm not sure if I will post more. I probably will...