I fell

Off the bandwagon. Big time this week. I ate things I know I shouldn't have and I drank things I know I shouldn't have. So you say, "why the fuck did you do it then?" Well folks, it's because will power only goes so far. I think I've said it previously, but I have been battling depression for many years now. That depression got worse for no good reason at all and one of my many side effects is the comfort of food. I talked to Scott, we got things right in lindseyland again and I will not falter again. See, Scott's taken a few psychology courses and he's an easy person to talk to. I need help with something and he's there. He's such an amazing person and I really cannot AW him enough to make you all understand. I dread the day I don't train with him anymore. It's not happening anytime soon but I still dread it. We're bartering for my sessions right now. See, the hubs job really slows down in the winter time. Scott says I'm not allowed to quit using him yet. So we are making a deal. In exchange for my sessions. I'm going to start cleaning his house 2 times a week. Is it weird that I hate cleaning my own house, but I love cleaning and organizing other peoples houses? I think so. Anyways. I hope everyone has a safe and sound holiday weekend!!